yesterday was not a good night

I noticed , WE DO NOT HAVE A FAMILY PICTURE IN MY COMPUTER.
We do not travel a long time since I was form 2 until now .
We do not share everything as well anymore.
We never talk nicely and dinner with full of joking anymore.

I wish I have a proper family.
I do appreciate now but some issue make me insane .


I was like,
"OWH MAN, WHY AGAIN!! WHY AGAIN AGAIN AND AGAIN! "

Yesterday was not a good night for me,
i should slpt around 12am, but then because of some issue it made me slept on 2am.
that is , family issue again .):
i was really down and dizzy with this problem
what the heck is the problem between my dad and brother.
can't they just sit down properly can talk nicely to each other.
NO ! THEY WON'T! THEY'LL NEVER DO LIKE THIS!
because they having the same attitude as well,
like a cow, never listen people's good advices, or they have their own way to go.
family arguments, my brain is full of question.
when can stop this war ! WHEN !?!?!

I am totally exhausted by them.
please, I need a good family !

today, during headed to bukit jalil,
dad kept on annoying and said a lot of stuffs,
he said, mom this and that, bro this and that.
but did he seriously figure it out who did this to them?
why they will become as what he said ?
owh man.........
tears keep on coming out .
ya i know, dad was really busying with his work just because he wants us to have a better life.
okay, i understand.
mom everyday pick us up from school and tuition or whatever any transport.
she did it very well, and she always did her own job which is house work .
ya may be sometimes she did some faults, and her face was not really patient.
but, she is REALLY TIRED !!  dad, can you understand her?!?!?
DO YOU LOVE MOM ?
DO YOU LOVE DAD?
this two question i keep wondering and hide in my brain long time ago.

the only way i can express is just here.

PLEASE STOP THE WAR. 

Mummy, i'm sorry.
i never protect you well .



KanyaWei