i'm loser

here to express my feeling.
I do not know how to say about you.
I do not know how to talk about you.

sometimes, I seriously want to give up what I've expect.
but, no choices.
you're the friend who i really look forward to.
I love you, we have known each other for 7 years.
you know what I mean?
No matter what things happen to us, we can fight them down
and we're still best friend.
but, why .....
why why why ...
is that I'm not good enough?
is that I'm fake for you?
is that I'm no use for you?

I WANT TO BE YOUR FRIEND, not enemy.
not STRANGER. pleaseee )':

I've endure a lot of time, please come back to me!
please , i want your true heart to me .
I want us back, please let me to be selfish.
I'm lose......

I'm loser.....