at least i tried, i appreciate.

another 7 days - will be sitting for one of my biggest challenge in my life, SPM.

 it's my future, once i hantar the exam sheet equivalent to hantar my future.

what college im gonna get in, which course im gonna choose, where im gonna study.

its all depend on this exam result.

is seriously edtremely wtressful for me,but im aint gonna say give up easily.

seriously want to score at least one A+ , 

im regret what ive go through for this two years, never concentrate well yet fool around.

the last minute i did, study before exam.

im not the type of genuis thats why ive to work more harder.

im not the type of powerful girl, thats why ive to independent.

im not that lucky to have what i want , thats why im appeciating all the stuff n human with me.

im not that kind of super positively thinking person, thats why im try not to think too much.

 damn feelings,
ifeel like im kena tipu u knw,
ya im always kena tipu from guys,
dumb la me.
i give u my real heart bt j give me a shit
i am sure im not giving my 100%  heart to anyone of guys.
serious, i get hurt a lot.
get a lot experience also.
i always get into a wrong situation. how i wish i could back to that time, n just be friends.
i hate this yet im apprciated.
 thanks for being that for me, keep it as memories dude :)  


 and yeah! i am officially a graduated student! :) callmeseniorplease:)

im trying to do my best.

i want my future to be excellent, i dont want to work for the boss, i want them to work for me.

absolutely, i want to be a better person thats all.

what a positive thinking right now, for me. its seriously light me up.

in certain thingy, i might be damn down n it will ruin my day, i mean the whole day 24hours.

i was trying to avoid it, focus on other thingy , trying to make myself stupid,

make myself to forget about those stupid fuckup memories.

yah, sometimes i did it but sometimsd it failed.

i am not suppose to reflash all of it, but it seriously cant erase.

i dont expect anything, i reget yet im appreciated.

i feel like i kena tipu u knw, damn la why im so stupid.

girls always get to the wrong guys because guys will do sweet things to make girl get into wrong situation.

i hqte this, bt i agree.