boy boy yo.

currently in love with boy style.

我的心情，
现在是超级复杂

不知不觉就sem3了还有三个月很多朋友就说Byebye去别的地方读书
真的很不舍得 发生了很多事 大多数都是开心的
很好很好 谢谢你我爱你对不起请原谅我
哈哈哈 但是成绩还是麻麻的 老爸很痛心咯 我也很伤心
真的很可惜 不管了
我真的要全力以赴

至于一些人 我真的不知道要如何面对
告诉自己真的是不可能 就算别人怎么的说yesyesyes吴毕薇你一定要say nonono
因为如果我说有可能，就是证明真的不可能
不过现在真的不可能 祝你幸福
还有 ，机会来了就要珍惜
我会珍惜的


:)

A little happen on 2013 Jan:)

hello readers,

i've seen everyone of my friends were superb enjoyed with their countdown 2013,

so how about yours? :)

mine was actually quite simple,

my buddies went to puchong setia walk beer factory for countdown 2013.

so yeah, started from 8pm -3am. 

lol, i was not that drunk and luckily there's no one drunk on that night.

was quite fun, because i was totally hyper , jump here and there.

even friends and I were went up to the stage and dance oppa gangnum style.

lol what the fishhh.

and i sneaked to Idart gold "travel" a round, ohmygoshdamn,

full of smokessssss, my hair was like ... .argh beh tahan.

amanda hot chick :D

i cant believe it, im hyper.

buis kia.

well, this is the proper one:) 

Group photo, and some of em missing :/

dancing life started since last week.

glad to having a event on the end of Jan.

So surprise that the director would actually choose me to be a part of it,

and will be dancing also.

im gonna acting and dancing on the stage, yeah thats what i love :)

acting as an extra ( well it just a small beginning of my acting life)

dancing for the whole drama.

should be say, 

i'm joining a musical drama at my university (UTAR)

outsider is allow to attend for this awesome huge performance. 

will be held on 30th of Jan 2013.

Venue : Petaling Jaya UTAR 

split, i love it :)

flyyingggg ~ 

I love this so much, its like..... our success. last pose:)

Kanyawei, loves.

2013 .

Happy New Year 2013 everyone.

I am actually still in 2012 mood,
well but then i seriously need a big big motivation talk to enhance myself.

so since everyone doing their to-do-list.
of course, here's mine.

TO-DO-LIST 2013


Academic Performance CGPA must be above 3.0

- basically i know i cant achieve above 3.0  in the previous sem, so now i decided to make myself work more harder and like seriously study smart and no more last minute for assignment, no more rely on friend's answer, no more delay homework and make a proper notes in every end of chapter! 

Be a SUCCESSFUL WOMAN

- how to say leh, i have no idea. what i remember was, i wish i'm a successful woman like people actually relying on me and i'll be the boss not worker as well. be social, be motivated, be positive like always.

Make more money save more money

- in person, i'm so kind of wasting money everyday so once i have the money, i can finish it in one day. I do seriously need a person to take care of my money for eg my mother. lol that's why she seldom give me pocket money.  and yeah, I HAVE TO SAVE MONEY !!!!! if no .... i will die .

Join more events and performance

- I like to be social , i like to chat with people that they are influencing me with a positive issue, i like to join a lot of event and i dare to stand on the stage, because im a stage lover.

but the weakness of me, i have no confident. that's why ...... 

built up confident, built up my features and knowledge.

Smart phone and camera 

-After i have earn my profit, i will be able to buy a smart phone for mommy and myself 

camera for daddy, and yeah!!!! i must achieve it before SEPTEMBER !! 

Slim body - this thing like forever no result. lol like seriously, i have use many many many method to slim down, at last, its have no result. I do not know why, my friends some say im fat, some say im not.

i don't know i should trust who, but for me, i 'm super FAT. so yeah, i must slim down to 40-45kg.

currently50kg):

make a cover 

- i should improve my singing vocal to able make a cover since i wanted it for so long. so ther's my cousin invite me to go over his house to make a cover. so glad :) he is a music composer from malaysia , he such a young man and join a lot of composing song's competition. now currently, have a contract with a malay singer , im so proud of him. when i can be like him ? 

Listen more songs and drink more honey lemon and improve my vocal with different skills.

SO YEAH, done! :) 

hopefully, before September I can successfully done either 2 of them.

God bless me 

sincerely, Kanyawei.. 

I've changed a lot.

Is now during the midnight,
tomorrow is my first test, subject is General Mathematics.
and im still here for blogging.
I do not know why i'm so serious about this test and i do a lot of effort on it during last week.
but this week, i didn't do anything.
i am nervous right now but i have to any idea and no mood to do revision.

so now im blogging.
i promise that i should be updating more and more often.
yet im not doing good here.
have nothing to blog.
haha, yesterday night,
search for me oldest oldest oldest photo, compare with today's me.
IT'S DIFFERENT.
i mean, i have change a lot a lot and a lot.
I tried to recall back what I've did.
What i've did, wrong, sacrifice what before,
what i've won , happy , sad because of who.
alot and alot. there's millions of regret what i've did wrong at the last time.
and million's of laughter, what i've did at the last time.

think precisely,
i am still a teenager now.
i am still under 20 years old.
i should be more active and active and like never ever waste my life like now!
so, .....


stay tune.


can you imagine,

this is 2011.
so blardy ugly !

 

should say,

I m improving.

 

millions miles of distances. Sis, I love you.

Sister reached UK right now.

I'm so happy that she have this lucky chance to get her dream fly to uk for further study.

she's now mastering her child education course .

After she graduate her master over there, SHE WILL BACK TO MALAYSIA!

I'm waiting for you, waiting for you, waiting for your ANG MO boyfriend! 

hahaha, perhaps she got it over there :)

she had a safety flight . 

supposedly on the day 28th of September, 1100pm. 

only we family and cousins with her while waiting for her flight.

who knows, her GANG OF FRIENDS came and made her cry like nobody business.

gang of them, sang a song on the spot to her , and a big big big hugs and surprise and alot alot of stuffs.

actually I'm so jelly about her friendship, cause she's having a lot of friends to support her .

she joined many camps over me. 

she was the group leader of entertainment group during the 30 hour famine.

and the camp was the biggest camping and the most participants award on this 2012 world vision 30 hour famine.

I'm so proud of her, because she did it so well! 

picture do the talking, 

they're playing a song for her, made her cry. 

like a boss woots! 

collegue ~ :)

Jiejie, i miss you. 

Last hugs, 

i loveeeee you ! 

wait for you to come back, and bring back many many of nice clothes for me!! :D 

I know the warehouse having a very reasonable price!! 

so no EXCUSE FOR NOT BUYING THEIR STUFF! 

Cried a few days before she left. 

now, no more crying, and be stronger without sis.

:) 

PEACE OUT ! 

*support my nuffnang pleasee. click click click~ 

new sem begin :)

Dyed a new color! :) 

RubyRed as dipdyed, and base with Medium Blonde. 

Satisfied with the blonde color, but wanna the rubyred more lighter and lighter! 

So, next time I may consider dye Violet or blue color :) 

New life, 

Sem 2 start, New friends and new subjects to me.

so far so good, and I still have another 9 months to stay in this university.

well, I m not really comfortable with this uni because of some stupid issue.

i feel sucks.

anyway, I will put more effort on my current life and also on my academic.

I must score well, to be proud of me! 

So i think, 

my blog  alive back? hahahah! 

I'm gonna update more and more, 

trying to put this blog as a fashion blog.

At least , some tips of beauty or fashion ! 

SO, stay tuned people! 

hard worker I am :D

I feel better i write english than chinese.
honestly i wish i can be those type of ang mo lang,
speak english frequently and ease.
you know, I am pure chinese so if I speak english to those ang mo lang, they might understand just few sentences.
I've been serve a lot of foreign people before, they said my english was awesome.
I WAS PRETTY HYPER THAT TIME YOU KNOW.
but for dad, my english is suck til the max,
maybe those foreign people think about our chinese people doesn't have the power of speaking english fluently than they are.
so they expect us to speak SUCKS ENGLISH?
of course, I am sure that we chinese people seldom speak english fluently like they are.
but at least, we can speak and talk and also in writing.
so i'm proud i know 3 bahasa, malay, english and chinese.

now, I am officially working.
weekday work as teacher assistant in a kindergarten nearby my house.
weekend work as promoter at tesco puchong , selling REXONA deodorant.
so hell . i have freaking busy working hours although i'm now holidays.
just to afford my college fees, wanna purchase a new phone also ^^
and yeah, my salary is totally not enought for my payment.
so i need more job! decided to teach piano at night.
going to interview soon :) wish me luck babe~ :D
i wish i can get the job so i can become a piano teacher!! :)


next,
I wish to stay friends.


last, I want to go college life now!!!!!!

it's matter of time

她告诉我 她哭了

在漆黑人多的地方 唱着一首一首的旧情歌

不知不觉我的心情也随着她一样，向下滑

是谁都想谈恋爱

都说是时间的问题 不是个人问题 也许还没找到对的人

但是 无可否认 看到了很多情侣 都是开心 但最后也分手了 

曾经快乐过 争吵过 沉默过 冷静过 甜蜜过 最后 都是说不了解或距离问题 分了 

这都是一段恋情必须走过的路

而我并不是什么爱情专家 就只是个普普通通的小女生

没资格谈恋爱 因为我根本就没条件可以谈

两年了 两年我都是独自一个人面对 虽然偶尔有烂桃花 

就是因为上当了 所以现在才很讨厌 真的很憎恨谈恋爱 

就算是有多奢望 有多希望 都对自己说 错了 你要的不是这个人 他不是你的缘分 

谈恋爱了一定会分手 这是我的自觉 我的理念 我的思想 

可能是执着 可能是自我保护 不过 一切都一言难尽

我不能阻止你 我也不能讨厌你 因为你人真的太好了 

如果有天没有你 我真的会哭 因为我都当你是我的超好的朋友 

就只有在朋友的这条线 不能在跨步了 再进一步 我不行 我不能 也 不想 

你开心 我快乐 为何要到那种尴尬害羞的地步 我不喜欢 

不如做个好好好好的兄弟不就好了吗 至少我还可以开开心心的面对你 

真的 够了 

至于我 

兄弟情 很重要 就算是真的感情 我也必须放下 

姐妹情 更重要 就算是历尽沧桑 我也必须让她

所以 一个字 等 

Perhaps,

It;s true. 

为你而勇敢

是什么事情让我幽魂不定 

是什么事情让我积极赚钱

是什么事情让我心跳加速

是什么事情让我

........

明知道就知道有这样的后果 还是要坚持要亲眼亲耳看见听见才死心 是不是太白痴啊 为什么 为什么 为什么 总是没结果

it's just matter of time .

I believe I can become stronger.

I wonder why am I so unlucky.

i choose to give up because, 

i'm tired . 

but i'm still waiting the chance.

please, just one, better than none.

Hmm.

I want to be happy,

I am happy now. 

Just without you, 

I'm barely happy. 

BomshakanyalaWei

奇怪啦，
不知道为什么又emo了起来
哎哟这些有的没的其实都是外表而已那么计较干什么
对于我来说我才佩服那些外表与内在兼具的人
好看又耐看又聪明又善良又人气好
这.....才叫 SOK 啊！
:)

what to do,
'm seriously confusing which college I have to go for.
Help university or Sunway university college?
Foundation in Art or Science?
dad said I'm not the type of people which can actually study sc subs.
due to my stupid brain, yeap i admit that.
Although I love science but i have no the power to study well on it.
exactly what my dad say, i'm lazy person.
hell yeah. :/ no comment.
I wish to be more rajin and more rajin to achieve what i want.
but stupid brain minded told me not to do so.
it's like some person is actually controlling you to stop you from doing anything you want to.
and i'm that so oh person which can influence by others with ease.
so yeah, 'm so call stupid and dumb person.
so i choose to study Foundation in Art.
Help or Sunway? i was stupid seriously confusing.
one, Sunway is super nearby my house, which let's say no traffic jam, i can reach there abt 10mins.
Help, far , traffic jam, waste petrol.
BUT!
Help university is better than Sunway university college .
for me, I wish i could go to Help university, but....Sunway got my friends~
so yeah. what to do...
Im going to take july intake and august intake .
now i'm totally a free kid now, i'mfreedomalltheway~
I need to find a job which to afford my school fees and my personal payment.
my daily life payment, and all of it .
shopping need money,
sms/call need money,
eat need money,
watch tv need money,
movie need money,
drink need money,
bus need money,
everything need money,
so cost me a lot but my parent pay.
I feel so embarrassing  when I ask money from them :/
haiz , one talk hard end lahhhhh.



#bomshakanyalaWei.

Tertiary life.

Mom said I've grown up.

I can take bus myself.

I can drive myself.

I can learn myself.

I can be independent.

I can do everything on myself.

But........

Mom, 

I cant live without you.

i love you.

Soul 2

Smile can cure your sadness, anger, everything.

even when you're very very frustrated,

when you meet a person which can actually make you at least move upward your lips for one second.

please appreciate this person, the one who can make you smile when you're down :) 

I'm finding the one,

searching and observing :) 

I GOT YOU !! 

I still believe, someday you and me, will find ourselves, in love again.

baby i'm waiting .

Because of you, I smile like a baby.

WHERE , WHICH, HOW, WHY?

Got a letter from Taylor's college,
Get a career quiz from that,
It found that I have some field to consider about

• Creative Arts (Dancing, Acting,Music) 
• Advertising
• Graphic Design
• Web Design
• Movie Production
• Interior Design
• Marketing

ohwellOH.
IT'S SERIOUSLY MY TASTE!
But I have some interested about Medicine and Health Science. and Event Management
I know event management is under Masscom courses. ;/
But i like Nutririon also, because i can get to know more medicine & i can get healthier & can help patients.
SO, hmmmmmm.
what the heck.
should I choose,

1. FOUNDATION ON SCIENCE
2. FOUNDATION ON MASS COMMUNICATION
3. CANADIAN PRE-UNIVERSITY
4. AMERICAN DEGREE TRANSFER PROGRAM

teach me how, please, senior. anyone reading my blog , this post!

please leave some comment to me, thanks people.

Which College I should go for?

• TARC , Tunku Abdul Rahman College
• Sunway College
• IACT
• The One Academic 
• Taylor's college
• Inti College 

WHICH IS BETTER DEPEND ON WHAT COURSES I WANT.

FULL OF QUESTIONsssssssssss MARK.

I am interesting in marketing, mass communication and nutrition.

hellYEAH. 

I love arts mostly. I love music mostly. I love MONEY THE MOST. 

My secondary school life, is memorable and unforgettable.

Imissyoumyfriends. 

:)

I'm sorry for blaming you,

Thanks for being there with my always <3

2009 -2010

叫 思念 不要吵 ，

我相信 我已经快要 快要把你 忘掉

我 快要 可以 微笑， 

去 面对 下一个 拥抱